aku pengen lari,,,,,,!!!

its just like pounced by the thunder...
fhuhh.,,, i just hear that heppy was almost finish her skripsi...
oh my Lord,,, she's almost finish her study just in 3 years...
while,,,, i feel proud enough that i'll finished my study in 3,5 years..
you know what...??!! I'm BIG NOTHING...
i wasn't ask Mr. Eriq to be my counsellor lecturer yet,,,
n i haven't found the title for my skripsi,,,
what i've done yesterday???
i do NOTHING.... BIG NOTHING again...

i have been underestimated 'bout her school,, but in fact... its me,,, my school is nothing...
no,,no,,, i erratum,.. not my school was nothing,,, but i am,,, i am nothing...

God,,, forgive my faults... forgive me,, a big forgive for me,,,
give me a bright way,, a way that pick me up to the bright future,,,
i want to be a best for my parents,,, for my beloved mama,, for my beloved papa,,, for my beloved family...
God,, Help me,,,,

freeze brain juice...

Sebbbbbeeeellllll bgt ma diriku ini...
belum nyari doping,, belum nemu judul,, n ga tahu mau ngapain,,
padahal dirumah fasilitas ada n lengkap,, knapa aku ngga bisa dapat n berbuat kemajuan apa2,,,
knapa cuma duduk di toko ngliat2 TV sambil gonta ganti channel,, bukannya buka2 paper biar dapet judul n skripsi n ngajuin ke dosen22,, entah siapa pun itu,,,
aku benci jadi inne yg seperti ini,, knapa aku ngga bisa yg kaya Kipe.. dgn beruntungnya dia bisa dapat judul n dpt doping juga,,,
aku,,???
Nothing,,,
knapa ngga bisa kaya heppy yag udah mulai bimbingan skripsi,,
ekeylah emang mungkin doping di tempat kul dia eamng smua udah ditentuin,,,,
itu klo dgn bgitu jalan jadi bisa lebih mudah,, knapa ngga begitu di tempatku...
aku ngga tahu harus berbuat apa,,
di satu sisi aku senang ketika ada orang yg senasib ma aku,, tapi,, rasa risau ku jauhhh lebih besar daripada rasa senang ku,,
Bodoh,,,
Sebbbel...
Hidup ini sebbbel...
How suck this life....>.<

alhamdulilah...
i came home again,,,
huhuhuwww,,,
tadi habis pamitan ama bu Potatoz,, Mr.B,, n kemaren uda pamitan ama temen2 juga...
i feel sad,, but in the other side,, i feel happy enough,,,
i can be in home again,, without a feeling like in my boarding house,,, iuuu,,, disgusting,,,
now i feel free n clean,,
but i miss speak english,, i miss practice English,,
well,, i realize,, my English is still nothing,, that's why i still miss to study there,,,

i'll give some picture,,, my friend n I had taken a walk to Simpang Lima,,,,