oh,, my lazy monday..

woke up in the early morning,, doing a dawn prayer,, then open my Bumulo 'n Chiang hotly,,
i study n study,, from page by page,, writing some important note,, n make a plan to go to campus at 8o'clock,,, yes..A.M..
tick,,tuck,,tick,,tuck,, minute by minute get closer n closer to 8am,, suddenly i lost my spirit, then i make a new decision,, i'll go to campus at 9,, then finally,, its my final decision,, i'll go to campus at around twelve,, I have to..

haaa,,, kok bisa sie malesss kok kaya gini,, apa mungkin aku ketularan hawa ngga baik dari pegaulanku di rumah ini,, yapp,, actually,, Pintani n Mba Lince were the laziest about goin' to campus,,,
Damn,, i'm influenced by...

okey,, jam 12 beragkat ke kampus,, ke akademik,, monta absen ke Pak Naryo (siap2 disemprot dulu sebelum dikasih tuh absen).. Then at 3.30 pm have to sit ini matek class with MR. Solihin.. (actually,, i used to call my name with Pak Silikon,, forgive me Sir,,)

then go home,, searching 4 some journals,, Yess,, my assignment have to always run properly,,

barusan aja,, baca-baca Blognya Sabila Adinata http://sabilanata.blogspot.com
, ngeliat bagaimana dia begitu sukses nya dengan pekerjaannya,, with his age,, 14,, ya,, 14 years old..
But,, her blogspot was Bloody Cool... I want to have a blog like her,, i want to post anything,, share anything,, upload some cool pictures,, upload my daily activity,,
huwaoyh,,,, its gonna ahhwssoohhmee,,,

okey,,, i think enough 4 now,, i have to continue my job,, doin the exercise, learning matek deeply,, n,, ups,, i have't take a bath yet.. huhhhh,,,
maybe later,,,
hehehe,,,

buhbay my online diary..
see ya very soon.... ;D

first Time,, menguji kesabaran,,,

yak,, actually,,, lagi noba HP modem smart..

bukan nyoba juga sie,, tapi mulai membiasakan diri dengan make modem ini,,,. Kesabaran aku diuji,, Ya,, Diuji,,,

loading yang lama,, berungkali doin' somthin "kesalahan".. phew,,, lelah enough,,,

tapi,, gpp,, emang bisanya cuman ini,,, hehehe,,

now,, sunday morning,,, Upz,, not truely morning,, semacam menjelang siang,, Belum mandi  (seperti biasa,,, maklum,, menjaga agar tetap segar,, ), mandinya entaran aja,, biar ga gerah lagi,

ya,,, dan Surabaya semakin panas, while another town getting rain,, Surabaya still sells Hot,,

now,, i dont want to talk about skripsi,, Tunda dulu,,,

gantian ma belajar matek dulu,,, belum lakuin apa2,, dan sama seperti sebelumsebelumnya, selama 1 semester kedepan adalah waktunya untuk bertebel2 teling dan makan ati berhubungan ma orang2 departemen yang ga kesemuanya menyenangkan... Hate It,,

but,, my upcoming fee menambahkan hatiku,,, LOL

udah ah,, laen kali aja cerita-ceritanya..

mau menguji kesabaran lagi dengan mencoba masuk ke website-website lain,,,

semangaddd....

its been a long time ago,,,,

phew,,, its such a lont time i didnt do any post to my blog,,,,
yeah,, even who wanna knows?!!
,,
udah masuk hari terakhir perayaan lebaran... sedihh banget ingetnya,,, palagi semua udah pada balik,, all my brader,, my sista,,, smuanya udah berbondong2 pergi mengejar cita-citanya masing-masing,,,
n,,, yes,,, i'm still here...

i just haven't any brave to face the reality... face my real life,,,
am kinda wanna still in my sweetdream,, in my happy holiday,,, n forget all the pressures,,
God,, it such a big NO NO,,,

i have to face all the thing... i have to be strong,, n brave,,,
wish me luCk everybody,,,
n God,, please do Help me,,,,, :(

,,okey,,, better forget for a while bout all my pressures,,,
i have some cool pict,,,
yes,, my memory with my family on Ied day,,,

skripsi,,, i want to run thrugh to u,,,

semester 6 udah berakhir,,,
sekarang mengjinak semester 7,,
tekanan dimulai,, skripsi ku di dalam benak dan hatiku,, selalu,,,
topik,,,??!! sampe detik ini pun aku belum menemukan yang cocok dan sreg ama suasana hatiku,,,
Tuhan,,, aku harus gimana,, temen2 udah pada siap terjang semua,,
aku,, cuma duduk terdiam meratapi semua yang udah terjadi,, n ngga pernah berhenti menyesal,,,
Seandainya bisa ku ulang waktu,,,,
itu aja yang di pikiran ku,,,

ya Tuhan,,, bantu aku bangkit dari keterpurukan ini,,,
bantu aku tegar menghadapi semua ini,,
bantu otakku agar bisa berfikir jernih dan brillyant,,, Ya Allah,, jauhkan aku dari rasa iri dan dengki,, hanya tumbuhkan semangat berkompetisi ku,,,
amien,, ya Allah,,,

Huahh,,, kepalaku mau pecah....